Awkward

I hate awkwardness. It's because when you say something and do something, people may think the other way and you'll be disappointed. I hate that disappointment. That is why I lose self confidence. I'm afraid of the awkwardness that lies between it. The way people stare and talk, just annoys me, although I told myself to ignore it. I just can't,  sometimes you're just afraid to show yourself because people judges a lot.

If you're reading, and you have the same feeling. Don't be like me. You won't have awkwardness and I'm trying to change my thinking of awkwardness.  You're beautiful no matter what. Stay strong. X

                         Love,
                     Leanne

Honestly

Honestly, I'm not really good in studies. I just can't get the results I want, always. Like this time, I worked quite hard for the papers, but out of 8 subjects, I only got 1A. Honestly, this new system that they introduced to us is useless. We didn't even get to learn like how the seniors do and we had more stress than them. Although I got that bad, I managed to get 5 place in class and 107 in form. Like how? It was really bad and I'm surprised. These exams made me terrified, but at the same time, it makes me procrastinate. Oh well.                                                                  Love ya,                                                                                        Leanne 

Hello

Hi, it's me Leanne. So I've been wanting to post some blog posts for a very long time but they always don't seem that good. Zoella gave me that motivation of starting up my own blog. Maybe this is a good way to introduce myself. 

I'm not a good writer honestly. I just love sharing some experience online without talking. Talking is actually my favorite thing yet is the thing that I fear the most. I love laughing and talking, but when it comes to talking to strangers face to face it makes me scared and want to run away. My self confidence went lower when I was 13. I don't know why, I just can't talk in front of a bunch of people that well anymore. 

I am person who loves videos a lot. Youtube is my favorite app since I was at the age of 8, I'm 15 now by the way. They just seem to give me happiness by just watching some random videos. I would want this to be my career in the future. 

I fear a lot yet I don't care about the problems. I don't them to distract me from having a happy life. If you're reading this, thank you so much. It means a lot to me. 

                                                 Love ya,

                              

                                                                   Leanne