Awkward

I hate awkwardness. It's because when you say something and do something, people may think the other way and you'll be disappointed. I hate that disappointment. That is why I lose self confidence. I'm afraid of the awkwardness that lies between it. The way people stare and talk, just annoys me, although I told myself to ignore it. I just can't,  sometimes you're just afraid to show yourself because people judges a lot.

If you're reading, and you have the same feeling. Don't be like me. You won't have awkwardness and I'm trying to change my thinking of awkwardness.  You're beautiful no matter what. Stay strong. X

                         Love,
                     Leanne

Honestly

Honestly, I'm not really good in studies. I just can't get the results I want, always. Like this time, I worked quite hard for the papers, but out of 8 subjects, I only got 1A. Honestly, this new system that they introduced to us is useless. We didn't even get to learn like how the seniors do and we had more stress than them. Although I got that bad, I managed to get 5 place in class and 107 in form. Like how? It was really bad and I'm surprised. These exams made me terrified, but at the same time, it makes me procrastinate. Oh well.                                                                  Love ya,                                                                                        Leanne